sometimes.

sometimes i wish i have the power to turn back time. sometimes i wish i have the power to go to the future. sometimes i wish i have the power to read peoples mind. sometimes i wish i have the power to know peoples feeling. sometimes.....sometimes i wish he could hear what my heart says. Very complicated as it may seems, im unsure where we're going to now. Everyday my mind keeps having those negative thoughts and those phobias keep coming back. sometimes i wish theres only me. sometimes i wish you could just tell me frankly what you think about me. sometimes i want to give up on trying but on the other hand, i afraid of losing you. Theres too many 'what ifs' in my mind. I guess, for now let the way things are. Enjoy the moments spent with him and cherish every moment. 'Cause i might never know, tomorrow might be the day he'll be leaving DDDD: yet i never failed to pray, that he wont....

xoxo .